To prove I am not insane

[CUMONLEVIA]

Jazzy has been raging on YouTube

https://youtu.be/A2tOlfLEHZI?si=zDgaS6wLG36mikmr

[EdteOfChaos2]

Crazy to think that none of this drama would have ever happened if you just shut up and play the game like everyone else. 30 pages of posts that could have been avoided. When you get back from the ban I recommend a new account with absolutely no talking allowed except for necessary team communication (flaming team is not necessary)

You are a passenger player as smol says. But realistically so are most of the other 700-800 ELOs and you do have better game fundamentals than them. People hate you more because of your constant flaming, you make 9 other people miserable all the time. You do know how to last hit, and you do use your skills. But you play so passively that it doesn't really matter.

I think it's a problem that you care so much about score and "not feeding" (by Jazzy's definition, having positive KD). Because you're trying to avoid being the "feeder", you play SO carefully that you don't accomplish anything. Please take some risks. Be the reason your team won the game, or be the reason your team lost. Both are acceptable if you are making legitimate attempts and learning. But don't just be a player that's just there. I sometimes take bad risks, play a horrible game, go 0-10 and make my team lose. But for every time I do that, there are 10 times where my playstyle ends up paying off and I put us in a position to win.

And please no more Destroyer, seriously anything but that. Your banishes usually save enemy heroes or kill your own teammates. Maybe you need to be locked into playing Bara only for 200 games in a row so you can learn to be aggressive, take kill trades, and not farm all game.

[Jazzy3113]

God damn astros and smolboi. You’ve all played with me and seen astros constantly flaming me about my race. You’ve all seen smolboi mess around on my team (but I guess at least he isn’t hateful to race so I should be happy).

But I get a perma ban? And in the ban rationale, it’s mentioned I’m racist? When? Three years ago when I got mad and said the n-word repeatedly. I got banned, apologized and have not uttered a racist thing since.

Do I say anything nasty when astros or shivasguard go on and on about my race or how Hitler owns me? Do I attack people’s family constantly?

And it also states I grief and game ruin? You’ve all played with me. Besides sometimes going afk cause I literally play all the time, when have I game ruined for you? You ever see me destroy items, donate rapier or gem, suicide? You ever see me not try? Look how I’ve upped my assists ratio these past few months. My kdr is approximately 1x1.

All I do is get insanely mad when someone doesn’t play well. And maybe it’s not on purpose every time, but c’mon. It happens to me alot, look at all my ban requests. I get mad when I play sports at my club and mad when I play fps. I get mad at work when we lose a mandate. I just like winning.

And it’s the internet. Every game someone flames. This isn’t preschool.

It really sucks cause I love playing dota and it’s my only hobby outside of work and taking care of my kids. I just want to win. I play so much, help games start, even super late at night. It’s cathartic for me to play, since I have to be so responsible in every other facet of my life.

You all would rather play with people who don’t wanna try and win?

Fine. I obviously won’t dodge my perma ban. It’s clear the vast majority of you think my rage at losing is more detrimental than my gameplay when on your team.

Maybe I am crazy, but I truly believe my gameplay was absolutely not ruinous and my performance was higher than a 700 elo player.

I’ll have to get my dota fix elsewhere. It sucks, I was comfortable playing here. None of you understand how much it sucks that in every game someone is either racist, hostile or, like pianos or twissst recently, just quits on you.

But I also can’t honestly say I don’t deserve the perma ban - there’s a famous quote I think relates to this.

If you go to work and meet one asshole on the train, that sucks. But if you head to work and everyone on the train is an asshole, maybe you’re the asshole. Lol, and so it appears I am.

It’s been real ent. Despite my rage in-game, I’m gonna miss playing here. And maybe the perma ban is for the best. On bnet and Iccup no one knows me and maybe a fresh start will do me good. I can’t accuse anyone there of ruining since they don’t know me.

Sorry if I ruined anyone’s experience. I just get so emotionally invested in each game’s outcome for some reason. I wish I didn’t get so mad when someone has a bad game on my team, but I don’t think I’ll ever stop caring and getting mad, even over something as silly as a video game.

Mods, if possible, can you delete my forum account as well? Just so I’m not tempted to start further drama. I know I won’t be able to not rage, it’s just a terrible flaw I have when gaming. Thanks.

[EdteOfChaos2]

You don't even need to leave forever, just come back in 3 months and act like a normal person.

All I do is get insanely mad when someone doesn’t play well.

I hope you understand that this is not normal behavior of an adult. It's honestly really weird.

In online games, you are expected to lose around 50% of the time when there's matchmaking. ENT has no matchmaking but does have ELO which gives a somewhat similar result. You can't always win, it's literally impossible. If you seriously can't stand losing like that maybe online competitive games aren't for you. Go play easy single player games or co-op games where you're designed to always win.

Playing on other servers won't help you because you'll end up in the exact same situation. You will lose games because you always will lose online competitive games. And you will rage the same way here. You will build up the same reputation for yourself again unless you change how you approach the game.

You can play with someone 10 times and have good games with them, then they have 1 bad game and you lose your mind and call them a troll. This is why you have burned basically every single good player on the server and no one will play with you anymore. No one besides you has any beef with people like Zjarr.. Why would people tolerate some bad/mediocre player raging at them when they fail to carry?

People may tolerate flaming if you're a top player like xSAINT was, but seriously why ever accept that from a noob? Why not play on Superballer's or Hexar's team instead who likely won't have much of an impact like you, but will also not be unpleasant to be around? Basically what I'm saying is, if you can't be good at the game, at least be a nice person and people won't mind playing with you.

And it’s the internet. Every game someone flames. This isn’t preschool.

This isn't true. Besides you, there's little flaming that happens on ENT these days. What's the point of flaming? We all know who sucks already.

[smolboi]

I have no sympathy for you. Youve wasted so much of people’s time, i hope that if you come back that you find a way to shed your victim mentality. I sincerely hope you quit forever though because I dont think you’ve demonstrated the ability to learn. In fact we can say that confidently, if you play the way you do we have evidence over 10+ years that you arent able to learn.

Who else has been given 30 pages worth of advice and not shown any improvement in the history of Dota? Its incredible.

To cap it all off you have a shit personality. But I’ll be fair because like most things in life, nothing is black and white. You deserve credit for recognizing that if one person thinks you’re an asshole, you’re probably not an asshole. But if everyone thinks you’re an asshole, you probably are.

First time I’ve ever read something coming from you that made sense.

Good riddance, prick, see ya!

[minger1]

Going against the grain here but I will miss Jazzy3113. See you in 2026 Jazz!

[Frank]

L000000L rip joseph

[RichardCoffee]

A wild Frank appears!